Hey y'all, my name is Asia. Heres the story of how it all began:
When i was younger i always wanted a close relationship with my dad. Sometimes he would get me on weekends and i would enjoy them. But when i was 9, that would be my last weekend i would ever spend with him. I don't remember much but i remember that night before i went to bed we had played the sims video game together. Then we got ready for bed. This night i had to sleep in the bed with him because there wasn't no where else to sleep. In the middle of the night he had touched me like no man should touch there child. I was scared and didn't really understand what was goin on but i knew it was wrong. The next day i told my family and from there we filed charges. The story he told my family now is that he was high and doesn't remember what happened but is sorry. Anyways from there i tried to forget about what happened and continued on with life. By the time i was 14 i already had a few boyfriends but never went far with them. We would make out but that's the farthest i would go. But this summer there was this one boy, john, that everyone, including me, liked. Some how me and him started talking. We would be on the phone all night. He seemed like a good boy. One day me and him got to chill alone at his house one day. We got to making out and he wanted to have dry sex without our pants on. I didn't feel comfortable with it but he insisted that would be it. So i comply and at first that's all it was. Then i felt him moving my panties over and start trying to slip his dick in. When i tried to stop him he got a lil aggressive and said its ok. By then he was inside of me. It didnt last no longer than a minute but from that moment on i was no longer a virgin. After that he started acting different and i learned that all he wanted was to fuck. And around this time my mom had just found out that my stepfather had been cheating on her. By the age 15 i have been wronged by 3 men in my life.
So now im in high school. I started dressing older and matured a lot over the summer. I started talking to multiple niggas at one time but never chilling alone with them. Out of all of them tremaine stood out the most. We became a couple in march so i cut everyone off. He had stole my heart. He was funny, caring, popular, respectful; i could go on and on about him. After 5 months i decided to finally fuck him. Eventually he turned me out. I felt ok with it because he told me he loved me and i believed him. We were the couple of the neighborhood. Eventually somebody always have to hate. Somebody went back and told him i cheated on him which was so untrue. It messed up his trust in me and soon after he cheated on me. My heart was broken once again...
